Tag: crazy mothers

  • She Was Pro-Vaccine Until March 1, 2019

    “I am just so upset and disgusted with myself for not doing more research before getting Evee vaccinated. I had no idea any of these injuries or deaths were happening by the thousands. I stupidly chose to trust the medical professionals. These facts aren’t “made up” or any sort of exaggeration. This is the INSERT for the Pediarix vaccination that my daughter received at her 6 month visit.” 

    Catie Clobes posted publicly on Facebook about the death of her infant daughter. 

    Evee had her 6-month checkup and scheduled immunizations a day and a half before she passed and was found to be in perfect health, as she was her whole life. She was giggling, eating solids, and telling me “no” just the night before her passing.

    I held my beautiful Evee Gayle, who passed away unexpectedly in her sleep Friday morning, in my arms for the last time today. She was in a gorgeous homemade “angel gown” donated by two amazing volunteers who made it overnight just for her. She wore a bonnet with her darling tuft of hair sticking out. ♥️ Wrapped up in a soft pink blanket.

    This feeling of pain is indescribable. The unanswered questions of how or why make it worse. I can’t comprehend any of it. I can’t stop replaying that morning in my head. None of this feels real. Definitely not fair. She was the perfect child and I’m so thankful we never left each other’s side for the short six and a half months I was blessed with her. She was my best friend. My body just aches for my baby. 

    The medical examiner said they would ‘run all tests possible.” When asked if they would run specific tests that would prove that vaccines were NOT the culprit in her daughters death she was told NO “there is no medical reasoning, and it’s not medically approved.”  

    THIS is who they label as ANTI-VACCINE. This mother was pro-vaccine until March 1st 2019 when her baby died. She vaccinated all children on schedule. 

    Catie: I just finished up a very heated, baffling phone conversation with the very “cold” doctor who performed my daughter’s autopsy. The autopsy is pretty much complete on their end, there have been no answers, it’s at a finalizing paperwork phase. My mother was in the room when this call took place, she heard this all! I’m not exaggerating a thing. After several calls this week to try and get this doctor on the phone, I sent an email today requesting the simple additional tests that I wanted done in my daughter’s autopsy. 

    I was assured the day of my daughter’s death by that office that “every test” would be performed, that her receiving vaccinations a day and a half prior was of concern and they’d be running “those kinds of tests”, that they took infant deaths very seriously. I believed them. These simple tests I requested would reveal if vaccinations had played any part in my daughter’s death. Well, less than an hour after sending that email, I finally got that doctor to call me back! She refused to do the tests, each and every one.

    Catie: “My daughter was in perfect health and then received 6 vaccinations and died a day and a half later. Why wouldn’t you run ANY tests to check if vaccinations were the cause?”

    Pathologist: “It’s not medically necessary, there is no medical reasoning, and it’s not medically approved.”

    Catie: No kidding, she said this!! She refused to acknowledge that it might even be a possibility that it was the cause! State or County Medical Examiner offices refuse and will not run any tests in an autopsy that could reveal any link to vaccination as the cause of death because it is not “medically accepted.” This is a fact. They will put SIDS on the death certificate before running of these tests.

    At this point, being an angry, grieving mother, I said some controversial things to try and get some sort of sensible answer out of this woman. She was like a robot. I said to her “it sounds like you’re just reading me some script the CDC and the government have given you!” I cried in disbelief and anger. I yelled “if this was your baby that you just lost, you’d want answers no matter what it took”. 

    I asked her opinion on why so many shots had to be given to such a small child? She never once gave any opinion. She kept repeating that science and research shows this and that but none of it made sense. She had nothing to say about vaccination inserts saying that “SIDS” can occur, and all the other warnings. She had no solid fact, reasoning, nothing educational or productive. I couldn’t even believe I was speaking with a doctor. It was clear she was watching her words. I told her I didn’t believe in “SIDS” and that every death has a real reason behind it. She had nothing to say to that. What was NOT surprising was that a pause of hesitation came before each of her responses.

    She actually started to say to me “Listen, you are a part of a community that…” and I stopped her and I said “NO! I have vaccinated all of my children. I have always trusted medical professionals. I was never told by any doctor that more than a fever could occur after my babies getting their shots. I never knew any better because people like you shame that “community” and silence them. Don’t label me to try and discredit what I’m saying. I was “pro-vaxx” just like you until I sadly had to find out in the worst way possible how many babies and children have died and been hurt by these shots.”

    My last words to her were “you should be ashamed, you’re a doctor and it’s your job to find answers and save lives and that’s not what you are doing.” There was silence on her end and then I hung up.

    I’m making nothing up. This is not “stuff” I’m hearing, this is what I am living. I understand the need for vaccinations, I get the government’s reasoning, the importance. Sure. <smirk> The lack of care, lack of research, lack of information about gene testing and titer level testing to prevent injuries and deaths, lack of any TRUTH or answers, and the lack of any real accountability when it comes to the negative, that I don’t understand. 

    The corruption, that is what blows my mind.

    So I will continue on my fight for the answer I am looking for. I’m just also on a mission to expose and share with everyone the crazy, sick truth I am experiencing along the way. Mommy has got your back, my “Eeves Peeves”!  She always has and she always will. 

    This is an absolute outrage. They label, ridicule, and dismiss these mothers…and now outright censoring them. This mother deserves to be heard. Please. This is what is really going on. SIDs is caused by vaccines. It’s heartbreaking they’ve kept the truth hidden. This published report shows that SIDS a large amount of SIDS labeled deaths occurred within 2 days of vaccination.  www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/26021988

    We are sharing a link to a GO FUND ME to get a second autopsy report and expenses related to Evee’s death. http://bit.ly/JusticeForEvee 

  • To The Doctor That Injured My Child

    To The Doctor…” letter is from the mother of three children, including a vaccine injured son. You may recognize Hillary’s name from her powerful “Just a bunch of crazy mothers” soliloquy. Thank you Hillary for permission to share and for all you do to spread vaccine truth and protect other children and families from the harm and heartache that vaccines can and do cause.  

    by Hillary Simpson

    To The Doctor That Injured My Child:

    I’m sure you don’t remember me but I will never be able to forget you.

    I vividly remember your kind eyes and gentle touch, your sense of humor and calm energy. I remember the tiny toy duck that you always had with you. The one you would slather with hand sanitizer every time you walked into our room.

    I connected with you as a fellow mother and felt like you had my child’s best interest at heart. 

    I knew I had made the right decision by choosing you as our pediatrician and I felt lucky since you were in high demand at one of the nation’s top hospitals.

    I figured that I had won the Doctor Lottery and eagerly scheduled our well-baby checkups anticipating our conversation. You were always so nice.

    And then I started to question vaccines.

    I told you my worries, my concerns, the stories I had read and how something wasn’t sitting right with me. I talked to you about a delayed schedule and how I wanted to space them out. I asked you to make sure we only did the “absolutely necessary” ones.

    I listened intently as you reassured me that nothing would happen to my baby. I nodded in agreement when you told me that if I was an immigrant than I would feel differently because mothers in underdeveloped countries have seen the ravages of disease. I felt ashamed that my white privilege was suddenly so apparent and I finally agreed that at my son’s 6 month appointment he would have his second round. I walked out of your office feeling safer and more confident that I was making the right decision to vaccinate my child. 

    You handed me a neon colored VIS on the way out and assured me that in your 20 years of practicing medicine, you had never seen a single serious vaccine reaction.

    And then his 6 month appointment came. He received the DTap, the rotavirus and the HIB.

    I have never told you this outright so I will say it here, in the bizarre safety of social media. Those vaccines (the ones you told me were safe) injured my son.

    He screamed for weeks and arched his back, refusing to be touched during his “episodes.” The chronic diarrhea started and so did the double consecutive ear infections. His skin was inflamed, he stopped sleeping, he was always sick and then he started to regress.

    You told me that he just ate too many vegetables. You told me that lots of kids go through this. You told me that half a year of continuous ear infections and numerous rounds of antibiotics were “normal.” You told me there was nothing I could have done. You told me that I just had bad luck. You told me it was his genes. You told me that this is what babies are like.

    And then I stopped believing you.

    I started to research. Every single day. I looked up the vaccines, their ingredients and their known side effects. I read peer reviewed studies and books written by doctors. I found thousands of stories that mirrored mine exactly. I discovered the term vaccine injury. I unearthed the corruption behind the vaccine industry and most importantly I realized that I could heal him. I began our family’s journey into holistic medicine and gathered a tribe of #Crazymothers who echoed my experience.

    I began to feel strong.

    I had always known that my son had a bad “reaction” to the vaccines but when I came home one day from getting groceries and saw him standing by the window staring, rocking back and forth, ignoring my loud calls to him, I knew.

    I knew that if he ever had another vaccine, that I would lose him into the world of autism.
    I never went back to your office after that day. We moved and I looked for a holistic doctor and found an amazing Naturopath and Chiropractor who helped me bring my son back to this world. We did years of diet, vitamins, toxic elimination and treated everything without pharmaceuticals.

    So, Doctor, I am writing this to tell you that…

    You. Were. Wrong.

    You were wrong about so much I could never put it all in writing. 

    You were wrong about vaccine injury being rare. 

    You were wrong about my son being fine. 

    You were wrong about his health problems being normal. 

    You were wrong in telling my to give him Tylenol. 

    You were wrong when you told me only antibiotics heal ear infections. 

    You were wrong about vaccines not causing regressive autism and you were wrong to scare me into getting vaccines for my child.

    You were wrong.

    And you were also wrong about me. 

    You were wrong to think that I wouldn’t spend every waking second to try and heal him. 

    You were wrong to think that I wouldn’t catch on. 

    You were wrong to think that I wasn’t educated enough to read. 

    You were wrong to think I wouldn’t be appalled at the corruption of Big Pharma. 

    You were wrong in thinking I wouldn’t find millions of mothers saying “Me too.” 

    You were wrong in believing that I would stay silent. 

    You were wrong to think that I would eventually give up. 

    You were wrong to think that I would forget what you did and you were wrong if you ever thought I would forgive you.

    WE injured my child. I healed him.

    And because of that I will NEVER stop telling the world just how wrong YOU were.

    RESOURCES TO HELP PARENTS BECOME BETTER EDUCATED BEFORE VACCINATING:

    VACCINE INGREDIENTS from the CDC

    VACCINE INSERTS from the FDA

    HEALTH AND SAFETY CONCERNS